proudAPmom

Well, for months now I have been trying conceive. This month I felt that I had a good idea when I would ovulate, and so when we should have a pretty good chance of getting pregnant. Then, yesterday I thought that I had some implantation bleeding, horray! Maybe… I’ve taken a few pregnancy tests so far…but they all show up as negative and I am starting to feel just a bit depressed at the thought that perhaps we didn’t time it right and once again I am not pregnant…but then again these things take time. If I just had implantation bleeding yesterday, then I shouldn’t test until 10 days later about January 27th which is pretty close to when I am supposed to start my period, so if it doesn’t start - well then maybe I will already have my answer. I felt so pregnant yesterday when I was thinking about what could be…today I feel not so pregnant while I am thinking about what might not be. I should try to remain positive, but I am fearful that another month will pass and I will have to wait until sometime in February to try again.If only there was a way to know for sure…without having to wait so stinkin’ long!Anyhow, I will write about the news either way - good or bad - once I know for sure. In the meantime, please send good vibes/prayers my way. It sure would be an answer to prayer if I was indeed pregnant again. Hope you all have a wonderful week! Keep warm :)